Just rambling thoughts that come to mind, going through a rough time at that the moment so in the end, these may or may not make any sense...just rambling thoughts echoing from inside and pouring outward......
listen to your heart when its breaking in two, and the pieces are tumbling upon the floor so cold with not a soul to catch them, tumbling they do, scattering upon the cold the floor, echoes all that was, could have been and should have been if a chance had truly existed...but for now, they are but scattered thoughts lost in the breeze, lost in this world that we call life.....
bits by bits this love you offer me is killing me, can't take much more of this, 15 years is so long to toss it all away, ti means so much to me, the way you are , the anger in your voice, the confusion deep within me, is driving me over the edge, and i am falling so fast, so fast upon the waves of darkness, i dont want to believe it is over, dont want to face it, but perhaps in the end, it is written on the wall, and that there is nothing i can do about, for in my nightmares i see you walking away, taking my soul and heart with you, and leaving but an empty shell behind, but perhaps it was over so long ago, and i am just hanging on a vision that never truly existed at all....i dont know.....i only know how i feel and that my heart is so breaking within this lonely shell that i exist within
Once a wiseman said walk this walk, to walk following ones heart, but when ones heart has forever been scattered, tattered, how does one know which to fall, how does one hear the shattered pieces......the frozen tears, the fears swell like a blanket covering and hiding all that may exist outside of the box...for within this box, i exist, barely living, hanging on by a thread being tossed far and wide, wishing to hold on to something.... but all hope is slippping away as all the rainbos have retreated to parts unknown, leaving me within the chaos of darkness, hearing the tears of my soul, the tears of another lonely soul so very lost.
Sorry all for rambling so endlessly......
