It was a windy day here in the big city. We got winds of up to 113 km/h this morning, are still under a wind warning to this minute, and even got some tornado warnings a couple nights ago.

But what do I care, right? I live in a basement apartment now. A tornado can come and blow the whole neighbourhood away and I will probably still be curled up and sleeping. Or being held down in horror like I was a few minutes ago...

Something is going on - my dreams are acting up, again. And if you know me, you'll know that some of my dreams an be very very intense. So intense that they hold me down until the severity was done.

Now, usually my dreams are played out. It is an actual scene of events which takes place in a normal time sequence. The dreams in which I just woke up from were very abstract and "all over the map".

I had fallen asleep this afternoon, because I was up for school this morning at 5am, and upon trying to wake up I was pulled down and breathing hard. As much as I tried to wake u and shake it off, I was held down and unable to move. I breathed ard because I had my eyes open, and even though I saw my true srroundings, my surroundings were etched in the images of my dreams. It was like you took my real surroundings as a background, and than took my dream images as a translucent picture and put it over the background. The result - a dream within a reality.

It's complicated to explain. But the images were horrifying - but speaking them with the limits of vocabluary and the readers lack of visulizing, explaining it demonstrates none of the situations intensity whatsoever.

I saw a toilet overflowing with what looked to be a black oily substance, completely eating away at anything it touched. It was boiling. I saw a lot of familiar faces, except they were brutally mutilated and disgusting. It reminded me ofthe bubbling wallpaper in one of the end scenes of Pet Semetary, although there were more abstract objects.

It was just... scary. As soon as I shook it off, I was fine.

It just doesn't make any sense.

In other news - I mentioned the high winds this morning. Freakin' crazy! I was walking INTO it, of course. Go figure. I almost got blown over. It was raining only a little bit, but the wind definately utilized the rain well and turned it into a spikey weapon of GTA destruction. There was a bunch of power lines and damage all over the place.

Strange weather, lately. Strange dreams, as well.

I just wish I knew when one of these dreams was "coming on".

Tags: Dreams Toronto Wind Weather Intense Horrifying Scary Nightmares