sigh.. where to begin.. well since the last post i waited till one pm
the next day and still had heard nothing from my family.. i call their
cell and nothing.. i was hoping to go down there today and so i was
irritated then i get a call and my bro is like "well i am not coming
back so if you want to go to the funeral you will have to just find it
yourself" i am like WHAT?!?!?!?! for one he was acting like i shouldnt
come at all with his attitude and for another i knew i was screwed in
getting there.. i make him put my mom on the phone and i told her i was
wanting to come down and help and she is like "well you cant help us in
the house because we havent even gotten in the house" and then my bro
got on the phone and said that



1. there was a will... hmmm does ANYONE listen to me?? at least my psychic stuff is back



2. they were told by cops and the lawyer to not set foot near the house or else because..



she left everything but her car to her pharmacist.. yes.. pharmacist..
the car was left to my brother.. so my dad the only child and one of
the only living relatives is getting nothing and this pharmacist is
inheriting every single thing.. we arent even allowed to go in and grab
pictures of the family even..



i told my mom that she should have freakin listened to me because i
knew something with the laws would screw them over.. and my family is
stupid and had already tried to get into the house.. ANYWAYS.. the
pharmacist had to GIVE my family money so that they could stay in a
hotel since they had no where to stay.. and that is a loan against the
car.. my bro cant even get the car to drive back for at least a week or
more till the will is read.. so that is why he wasnt coming back to
help me get there.. but of course he wasnt going  to tell me any of
this so he came off as an ass.. but UGH my aunt that they hate and i
just now know (jewell) had advised my grandmother to get a will.. and
since she had told her to do it everyone is accusing her of why my dad
is getting screwed.. umm.. every one that knew her told her to make a
freakin will so why are they blaming my aunt?? hell my aunt is the one
that told my parents what was going on and that she even had a will so
she was helping them which i think is more than they deserve.. and so
my bro who HATES my dads side of the famiyl went on for like 10 minutes
of b*tching about her (aunt) and i was like umm SHUT UP!!! he was like
ohhh they got together and she told her to not leave anything to dad
and blah blah blah.. umm.. ok.. if my aunt was so important and
influencial to my grandmother then she would have been left something
too.. but she has NOTHING either.. and aparently this will was made
last april.. and now my bro is convinced that my aunt is in cahoots
with this pharmacist and as soon as my family goes home that she is
going to come up and take everything.. *head to desk* when in doubt
blame my freakin aunt!! but like i said why would she be helping my
grandmother screw my dad over and not get rewarded at all?? she was the
closest person to her.. and i am surprised i wasnt left anything but i
really do not care.. honestly.. i am just glad i wasnt made the person
that had to sort out everything!! but aparently i was wrong (even
though i bet time will show i am not) that she didnt have any funeral
arrangements made.. so anyways my family is being treated like
criminals in this hick town and all of the church members or friends of
my grandmother wont even talk to my family.. since my family wanted to
ask who they were suppose to contact as far as everything goes (lawyer
etc) and so who knows what has been said about them.. all that they
keep getting is that they shouldnt go to her house or else.. now what i
wanna know is..



who the hell leaves their stuff to their pharmacist?? i dont know about
you guys but i have watched a lot of things about doctors and etc that
get old clients and suck up to them and gain their trust and manipulate
them to put them in their will and then either wait  it out or kill
them.. i think this is something like that.. and i am not thinking this
because my dad didnt get anything i am thinking this because if she was
goign to leave anything to anyone is would have been my aunt or a
church member.. not a pharmacist.. but what the hell do i know??



i mentioned this theory to my family and they say i am completely nutz
in thinking that that could even be a possibility.. (notice how i am
always crazy??) and that he is the only one treating them nice and is
honest up there.. well if i just inherited some one elses families
stuff i would be nice to them too!! this was the same guy they thought
had power of attorney that didnt..



so tomorrow i am going to go to the furneral.. yeah i am not gonna back
out.. i still dont have any bad feelings towards her.. yeah its messed
up but i seriously dont think she was in enough right mind to have
thought about it clearly.. we could  fight the will but that would just
screw up my dad mentally when everything would come out about god knows
what she had said and i dont think he could handle hearing it..



so this funeral will be a mess.. my family is going to be there with
all the people that hate them for whatever reason and i was given the
way out of it but i want to be there.. at least i can have gone to 1
funeral out of the three this last year.. but i am gonna have to listen
to every one attack my aunt and i know i will go off on them.. and with
me being an empath and gonna pick up on all the different emotions  and
im going to be a nut job by the end of it.. not to mention it will be
really real then...



my dad is supposively doing ok.. but i told everyone that he is bipolar
so who knows when/if that will change especially with all of this
inheritance thing.. he was wanting EVERYTHING because he is a spoiled
brat.. when i was up there with him she was giving me heirlooms and one
of them were these metal dogs that some one in our family had just made
and he started having a fit saying they were his and she had stole them
to begin with.. i about cried because of the position it put me in
since i am trying to gather things about his family since i dont know
them.. and i liked the dogs.. i ended up giving him one just to shut
him up..



ah anyways i gotta figure out how to go to bed early tonight haha.. and well i am tired of writing about this..