well i went home from my shrink appt on friday and slept till it was
time to pick up jay which was like 10:30.. only stayed up till like 3
then went back to sleep and slept like almost 12 hours then got up and
was busy doing laundry and stuff and finishing shawnas xmas present
which she liked =) it was a scrap book of the time we have been friends
from like when we first met etc till now.. we had been friends online
before we met so since we dont get to see each other much it was more
special.. i was working up till 11:15 and i was suppose to pick her up
from vanderbuilt hospital since she has a family member there.. jay was
having a day from hell so he was late getting home.. i got lost because
they are having like shift in the road lanes and it was raining and
right where i was trying to figure out if the road was merging or
shifting was where the road was. so i thought i would cut through.. got
us all over the place before i got to the hospital and then i thought i
was where she was at and i wasnt so i had to go around the block since
it was all one way etc.. anyways picked up shawna.. got food then
crashed at my house and i have been doing a little here and there on
here as i can.. i have so many people to comment back to and thank for
showing me love.. especially since i have been mia lately.. but i have
been able to sleep and that seroquel kicked my butt.. i guess the
amount i was taking before was like 50mg or less (if there is a lesser)
and i am on 200mgs so i took it and fell over. i am having to take jay
to work in the morning and hten take shawna back to the hospital then i
am gonna knock myself out again in the morning.. be more on my hours
awake then.. i prob shouldnt be driving the car but i have had a ton of
sleep in a short period of time and was doing fine other than the fact
that i forgot our car handles like ******* the rain.. expensive tires
but it skids or something i dunno but i was like sliding twice which
scared me.. anyways i am gonna try to slowly catch up and still get
some sleep.. my stats have gone crappy since i have been away so i
gotta figure out a happy medium.. my biz email account has over 800
emails and i have to open and click on them to get credit so they will
use the points to advertise me.. sigh.. oh well.. enough typing i gotta
do more clicking!!