well this is my last day on half dosage of adderall and i am dying.. i
cannot think at all.. i am like all over the place when i am trying to
focus on one thing.. i am like not able to complete one task before i
go to another because i start on ten.. and with my adderall at full
dosage i could do ten and finish ten.. i am like not finishing one.. i
am like trying to understand things and i am not.. i know its prob
simple too which irritates the shit out of me.. i hate looking stupid..
i hate acting blonde.. and i hate ADD... grrr.. i wish i never knew
what my iq was so that i wouldnt be feeling like i was not living up to
it.. sigh..